I blame everyone for my childhood
My childhood was pretty rotten and unstable. My father was abusive, both my parents had affairs and there was a lot of alcohol and drugs, so I escaped when I was 16.
I am now 25 and have never really looked back. However, I have just had my first child and now I am questioning it all. The problem is that I am now taking it out on all those around me and it’s not their fault. I need help but I don’t want to go to the doctors and just be put onto anti-depressants.